Paroles Beautiful pain (losin my mind) Polo G

Beautiful pain (losin my mind)

This beat from Murda

Girl, you got me losin' my mind
I just want you to see that I'm trying
Ever since you left, the sun don't shine
Don't want to lose you in this race against time
Hypnotised by?your?love,?I'm blind
It's so?hard to pay?attention to the signs
Without you, feel like, slowly, I'm dying
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry

I was sittin there just thinkin', then reality it hit me
Hope I feel your same pain when that bitch come hit me
Feel like I don't deserve you no more, but I want you to be with me
We done built a bond so strong from that love, I know you miss me
Connected to your soul, I feel it when you hug and kiss me
Now your shoulder is so cold and lately I been feelin' empty
I got caught up in this fame and all these hoes, I let it tempt me
And that hotel room alone, remember I would hold you gently
Went on dates, we took some pictures, everything was movin' quickly
Manipulated, I ain't think a new relationship would fit me
But I told you "We could try it, even though, I know it's risky"
Mind games with our emotions, swear this shit get kinda tricky

Girl, you got me losin' my mind
I just want you to see that I'm trying
Ever since you left, the sun don't shine
Don't want to lose you in this race against time
Hypnotised by your love, I'm blind
It's so hard to pay attention to the signs
Without you, feel like, slowly, I'm dying
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry

Keep her on all peak love how them joggers fit her
Wonderin' how I'ma play it, it was hard to get her
So beautiful, I keep her smilin' when compliment her
If bein this bad a sin, I hope that God forgive her
Just wrote this song, I'm tryna be the perfect father figure
I got to worry, in them trenches, tryna dodge the killers
Tryna escape from this commitment made our problems bigger
It's hard to love with disfunction wish my scars was thinner
Tryna forgive me in your thoughts, I hope your heart remember
Know it's gon' hurt to see another nigga bondin' with her
Can't even look you in your eyes, 'cause I'm burnin' up with guilt
For that one moment, went to far, now I fucked up what we built

Girl, you got me losin' my mind
I just want you to see that I'm trying
Ever since you left, the sun don't shine
Don't want to lose you in this race against time
Hypnotised by your love, I'm blind
It's so hard to pay attention to the signs
Without you, feel like, slowly, I'm dying
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry